One of the hardest things in the world is trying to smile when all you want to do is frown. When deep down all you want to do is cry.
You know that horrible feeling like no one is there for you.?
That horrible feeling that never goes away.
That feeling that is slowly killing you inside but you feel that sure pressure to have to smile all the time.
Even when your world is crashing right in front of your eyes and there’s not a thing you can do about it you just sit there with that fake smile to make them happy.
Even when the one person in the world you love the most has abandoned you.
That one special person who you thought would be with you forever is now gone.
That one person who was a huge part of you, that one person who made you who you are today, that one person who is your world, your everything is gone….